waiting for hardware, waiting for health

I can't believe Lucy's asleep, and all you want to do is take a nap yourself!  There are Things To Do.  At least twenty of them.  The list keeps growing, in fact, because you feel just good enough to keep adding things to it, but not well enough to cross any of them off.  You're just being lazy (unwanted identity), weak (unwanted identity), or depressed (unwanted identity).  If you could just have a positive attitude, you'd have more energy.  If you would only have a big enough Purpose, you could haul your butt off the couch.  If you just Cared More, we wouldn't be having this conversation.here